Volleyball ground

Before I start I would like to mention that I am a simple outward complex inward human being like others...
I feel I have been good to people in general... I try to help out people near me... I don't do any wrong things... but I do lose temper at times.... I am still working on controlling my anger...

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Friday is the day for volleyball for us here...

It is one of the only physical activity we have in week... and right now one of the most entertaining as well


So like all I was waiting for it... I reached the ground as early as I could (still late by 30-40 min)...

My sudden happiness disappeared as soon as i noticed my ex-friend (HS) in ground...
oh my god!

I had never expected him ... and lastly nobody had even asked him to come... all my collegues here are little pissed off with him ...
however social is the rule we need to follow ...

on Seeing me my all friends asked me to join... I didn't wanted to play where he was playing... and I stepped back... I told I had some work and went back... back to car and back to home...
though all my close friends realized as to why I went back..

on reaching home.. all alone... I was feeling very bad... suddenly I realized that why it has to be me who has to step back... why should I compromise on my life happiness for some crap person...

I rushed back to car..and back to ground...
I joined the same team HS was there... on seeing me he made a comment like there are already enough players on their side... but all other people wanted me to there as they like and understand me...
I also passed a comment indirectly 'itne bekar logo ko kaun bula leta hai'
(who calls these crap people for playing)... he made a frown face but couldn't say anything for two reasons...
one there were more people who would have supported me...
secondly not losing his image...
but I had learned one important lesson from him 'who cares'...

Everyone who knew abt ur broken relationship got it immediately for whom was the comment...
I know it may have a bad impact on my image... but I don't want a false image nor I want to mask my feelings and take shit for no reasons...

game started ...
after one game he realized that being in one team and playing is going to be really difficult .. so he changed hos team... that was some relief for me...
however I almost lost my half fun due to him being there...

What I felt good at end is that 'I came back after initially leaving the field'... this was even appreciated by my other friends later
leasson for all ... don't ever sacrifice anything for someone who would never care for you..